there she was,
just echoing in the doorway.
the moon had given way to rain,
like an army of sunflowers,
but the glow from the window stayed.
foghorn in my chest.
a slow waltz on the record player.
quiet tears down her face.
the blood pooling bright red on the black and white kitchen tiles.
slow blooming velvet rose.
feathers falling heavy through the room.
knife clattering on the floor.
i moved like sleep,
touched the stumps on her shoulder blades.
this was never what i wanted.
not like this.
the back of her hand gentle on my cheek.
never such eyes.
death a trifle.
forever become meaningless.
moss-lined and crowded with grief,
my heart continued pounding.
she kissed me,
and i flooded with light.